For six weeks (the season of Lent), I decided to write and post a blog every weekday. Most people remove something from their life for this time. They go without in order to make more room for prayer or reflection, or they want to trade in an old habit for something better.
I’ve done that. It’s what I usually do. But it doesn’t give me enough structure to come out the other side of 40 days feeling different.
Ironically, the beginning of Lent coincided with the beginning of this COVID-19 crisis. Just a couple weeks after Lent started, we began sheltering in place here in the U.S., and it was the perfect time to start documenting what I was feeling and thinking on the blog.
We’re living through history. At least that’s what I keep hearing. In 30 or 40 years, people will ask us what it was like to be alive in 2020. And we will either pull all of this from our dusty memories, or we can point them back to the scribblings and videos and journal entries from 2020.
This year, I’ve been working on a research project for the 100-year anniversary of my alma mater. I spent hours in the library, digging through boxes of old photos and documents, searching for the bigger story. The breakthrough moment was when I discovered diary entries from a former professor who was at the college through the Great Depression. That’s when I started to see the fears and hopes and challenges of people. I saw the story arc clearly for the first time.
I want someone to discover my words in a few decades, but I’m just a writer sitting at home, waiting out the stay-at-home order. Wouldn’t it be great if you work in healthcare or food services, on the front lines right now, and in 30 years, you hand your journals from 2020 to your kids or grandchildren?
My journals are some of the most valuable items I own. They’re time capsules to a former me, to an older time. If all you do is sit down and write a few bullet points every day about what you’ve heard and what you’re feeling, you’ll get to process what’s happening and put those memories in a safe place.
So Lent is over now. Easter is coming on Sunday. What happens next?
I’ve really enjoyed blogging again, but all of this was intended to help me develop a writing habit I need for a bigger project in the works. But don’t worry – I’ll still be here. Just not on the Lent schedule.
All that being said – if you are working on the front lines or you have a unique perspective on this crisis, and you’d like someone to help you tell your story, I’d love to feature your story here. Please reach out.
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Rachel